fate...bigger than life

everything happens for a reason. EVERYTHING!!!!! our lives are full of dots, just like a connect-the-dot game and its amazing when you get the chance to watch them connect to each other. and most recently that has been happening at lighening speed. (man i really wish i cared to learn how to spell better...oh well) there is nothing more amazing than getting that little lightbulb that pops up and then flying through a couple random different moments with a new understanding of why this happened and why that didnt happen...cause at the time it may have been frustrating, sad, whatever but later it all fits and make sense. this weekend i got a baby skillet over the head (thank you god for downsizing!!!!) it was for an appriciation for all of those people in my life right now and the realization that i have endless options for everything. i was also shown that my life previously before i surrendered to god is not for me anymore which just makes continuing on the path im on now even easier. the feeling of peace is one of the best i think ive expierienced, i even dare say its better than being in love because love still can sneak anxiety and fear in there without your knowing, but peace, true peace is just unreal. bottom line true peace is not of this world, its heaven sent and a true gift from god.

oh yeah and on friday i tripped three times in about two hours...twice in front of liisa's house-stupid uneven sidewalk and dumb gumballs, and then lucky me also found where liisa's driveway stopped...now that i think of it maybe i need to wear a helmet the next time i go to liisa's. :) oh well still had fun.