true peace

i found it...this morning i found true, honest, beautiful peace. and as it washed over me i got a sense of how amazing god is. his thirst-quenching love and undying pursuit of those of us who are stubborn and learn the hard way. the fact that he will not ever give up on me is immense and the way he plans everything is mind blowing. the fact that he will use the best attention getters we have to proclaim his message and allow us to get a glimpse of his grandure is just...yeah...cant even describe it. (especially when its done so subtly that we almost miss it). but what i feel the need to say is that im done running, ive spent waaay to many years running from god and his love because i felt i didnt deserve it, but im done running. i quit, i surrender, and im his. and the best part is that i never imagined it would feel this peaceful.