confessions

i have some confessions to make.

im 26 years old and i am more stubborn than is worldly good for me. i am still afraid of the dark and of spiders. i hate ignorance. i think there is too much seriousness in the world and not enough play. when i get scared i flee (figuratively or literally) unless i get cornered and then i fight like muhamed ali. i like to argue but i hate fights. i transpose numbers. when i get overwhelmed with my life and the world i become a hermit or i throw a tantrum without knowing why. though i try to play it cool i am one of the biggest drama queens i know. i despise anything frilly and girlie but love wearing tutus and pointe shoes. i love being able to help people and make them feel better. i love the fact that my life is stupendously better than its ever been. and yet i still find fault with it and with myself. im happier than i think ive ever been and yet im still not happy. and last but not least i spend a good 60% or more of my time daydreaming and my la-la land is beautiful.

cracked nuts

no doi-eee! no doi-eee!

no, its doi-AAAy! annie doi-aay

:P

ok so i got to hold a squirrel today...yes, a live, wild, baby squirrel...it was way cool but kinda sad too. this baby squirrel was trying to get into the performing arts center (where the conservatory of music and dance is at umkc) i mean litterally trying to get INTO the building frantically. to the point of actually making it in...so i grabbed a hoodie from a friend of mine and bundled 'im up to take him further away from the building only to have im head right back to the door. something just wasnt right, i mean before picking 'im up he or she kept trying to climb my leg and kept sitting on my foot...it was heart braking. it kept sneezing and upon closer glance had sores on its body...not a good thing. so we scooped 'im into a box and my friend is going to take 'im to the nature center in the hopes that they can help the little one. it was cool but sad at the same time cause he was just soo very frantic and so unafraid of people. poor little thing. hope he's ok. but it was really cool that i got to hold 'im. :)

another thing, school is over! one semester down, two more to go! hooray! :D

the bunnies behind my apartment apparently have been busy cause there is now a new little grey furball of an addition...he's soooo little! and his little bitty white fluff of a tail is just the cutest thing ive ever seen! :D

um...i think that is it for now...

"why on earth would you check a bag that isnt yours!!!!!"

"...im getting so mad right now thinking about this that im shaking!"

"...here's twenty dollars...like twenty dollars makes up for giving me the finger!"

"...man i feel like im talking for forever"

wow

i dont think i could have asked for a better birthday if i had tried. it was truly perfect. and i am speechless because of it.
photos to follow shortly

thanks for a wonderous day! :)

i like to pinch

a good friend from high school sent this link my way and i just couldnt help myself from passing it on! :)


little pinch?


:D

its the easter beagle charlie brown!

HAPPY EASTER

ONE AND ALL!!!!

:)

harvey # 2

tee hee
if only my bunny was as big as this one! he'd be so awesome...like an attack rabbit...hmmm with sharp pointy FANGS!
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for more info on this big bunny go here

the tug of your gut

ok so i know oprah is big on this and many others as well...but i now have a story that proves one should trust thier gut. ok so a couple of days ago my sweet baby boo (my rabbit calib) starting teeth chattering, in other words he was loudly grinding his teeth which for rabbits is usually a sign that they are sick or in pain, i tried to dismiss it but something just seemed off. and seeing as how he will be turning 4 in june (middle age for a bunny) i just couldnt stop wondering if something was wrong. so yesterday we trekked the 24 miles to see his vet in lees summit (the Lakewood Animal Health Center is AMAZING! they are wonderful and if you have rabbits actually know what they are doing...well worth the drive!). so as Dr. Allan is checking him i am reminded of the first time we met her...calib was only one pound fifteen ounces and could fit his whole self onto my hand...now...um not so much but good news he isnt as overweight as i thought...he is only five pounds eight ounces, not the seven i was thinking. :) anyhoo i digress...well to get back to my main point...he was in pain, he was hurting, he was having dental issues and its a good thing i took him in when i did cause once i really thought about it he was starting to not eat as much meaning a couple more days and he could have been dead or really really sick. soooo...yes your gut instinct that tells you something isnt right or is just different, LISTEN TO IT!!!!
so yes my baby boo was hurting and required anesthesia so they could file his what are close to being back molars down...yeah $155.40 later i had a boo that was mad at me but very dazed and confused and i got to watch as my savings account managed to shrink yet again...but i had a boo to bring home. so thank you again to Dr. Allan and the rest of the wonderful staff at Lakewood Animal Health Center you are wonderful! :D

(and calib snifs his thanks to you too!)

ho hum

not much to say...other than i cant believe its already april. the months are flying by and i feel like ive got little to show for it, i mean ive been happy but i dont feel that i have accomplished all that much...not that its a race or a production competition...i dunno i think its the march blah's that are just comming late...maybe...or maybe its just that i am already ready for summer vaccation, i swear...my poor attention span! ah well...go enjoy the blue sky and puffy clouds with a touch of sunshine cause i am.
:)