please hassle me i thrive on stress!

ok so that is on a t-shirt that i have (which used to be my brothers) and today was literally the epitomy of that. today was full of junk that just made me feel like the dutch boy trying to hold back the entire dam with his fingers! bleah! and im sure you can all guess how well it worked too. man i was hoping to make it at least to february until i had my first crying/stressball breakdown in regards to my senior recital...yeah not so much. apparently that was a bit too optimistic. oh well...maybe that will be the only one...hahahaha! ok just kidding. its amazing how some days just make you feel like a punching bag and i just find it so funny how you can take so much of it and then you just dont have any more room to absorb stuff. but i am thankful to be surrounded by people who were supportive today and gave me a shoulder to cry on (actually quite literally) and who calmed me down and reminded me of what is important and that i need to remember what my dad always says...you've got to just take one day at a time...how true and how difficult. mmm the joys of being an emotionally sensitive person...mmm ah well tomorrow will be better and today has improved so its all good...and yeah go ahead hassle me...then see what happens!


(side note: i do not take any responsibility for my actions if hassled)