Saturday, December 09, 2006

and i fall face down

i had a moment tonight...er...this morning? i dunno its still night to me cause i havent been to sleep yet...anyhoo i had a moment in which god tore about a ten foot wall i had buildt up down to rubble tonight. and it was amazing. and it was glorious. i cannot tell you all how distant ive been feeling from god, a combination i think of me unconciously pulling away and being super busy with work and school and trying to keep up with everything and it just took its toll...and now that im done with school till january all of the lies i deal with on a day to day basis are quieter and i can finally hear god again...and its the most wonderous gift i could think of. and the immense peace i feel in my soul and in my heart when i know for certain that its gods voice im hearing...yes i heard him loud and clear tonight (actually most of the day) and it was SO what i needed!

darota thank you for your wonderous heart and your knowledgeable spirit...i love ya and miss ya terribly. becky thank you more than i think i can express...lately ive been needing to remind myself what a gift it is to be able to get up and go dance...thanks! and thanks to all of my other friends who have stood by me and supported me this last year...it means the world to me. i am just truly feeling awestruck and blessed...god shook me to my core tonight with how much he loves and cares for all of us, not just me. not to mention how amazing his plans for us are. mmmm.
:)

3 Comments:

At 8:11 PM, Blogger DOROTA said...

Michelle, whatever is telling you that there is no room to dance because of people...get ride of it now!YOu dont need to use it as an excuse for anointed worship for which God created you! Remember He asks you to dance= he will make the room for you to dance. There is always a space where you can go when needed and dance. DOnt be stuck in one place! And besides, most people will move out of your way anyway when they see you dance! "All people saw him praising and dancing!" People will see you, will notice it and will think stuff... that's ok because God will be working with their hearts too. He may use you and your gift of worship to change our generation! when you dance God's presence is revealed in the room! The living God in you, shown to all people in the sanctuary!

 
At 12:10 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey MICHELLE!!!!!! I'M DONE!!!!!!!!!! I SURVIVED!!!!!!!!!! IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHRISTMAS BREAK AND COLORADO HERE I COME!!!!!! Thanks for checkin' in on me. Although I wasn't usually able to "put the book down" it was good to be thought of! Look forward to seeing you a week from this weekend!!! (I'm going down to Arkansas to visit my sister) Glad you made it through as well!!

 
At 12:11 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh, PS, it's ME> Anna

 

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