extra extra!

someone told me today that i was a brat and i couldnt figure out why that bothered me so much...until now...after mulling it over most of the evening i finally realized why that bugged me so much. i have spent almost all of my life trying not to be that person, all throughout school when i was in st.louis (elementary, middle and high) i was surrounded by brats who were spoonfed everything they ever wanted and i prized myself on NOT being like them...and yet here i sit today and i have no clue how i have managed to be labeled that which i despise with every ounce of my being. how did i get here? and why?

so i guess as is usual for me...(as if it doesnt happen more than three times a day at least)...

"I'M CONFUSED!!!!!"