PASSIONately wanting to become a hermit

ok passions rocked my socks off, i dont deny it but lord oh lord dont make me deal with another full bus or large group of people for a while...man i learned how much i need my own time for sanity's sake if nothing else. i also learned i process things better when i talk them out one on one with people as well as needing down time in-between big life changing events or things...cause i have to process it before i can fully move on to the next thing...needless to say i am tired and thinking very much of becoming a hermit for a while...just kidding...i think.

i do say dont ever try being sleep deprived for 4 days before boarding a bus with 55 people on it only to spend the next almost half a day on the bus with them and then go straight into heavy worship and service and then not sleep that night and have a super busy cracked out day...its not good for moral! i FINALLY slept tuesday night for the first time in 5 days (it had been 5 days since i had slept longer than 3 or 4 hours) yeah baby! so needless to say i was on fire on wednesday. i hit my people tolerance wall numerous times but there were two really good ones...yeah gotta love it when you start muttering to yourself and just going crazy at nothing...wee haw!

but nashville was fun, what very little of it i saw...im gonna have to go back and sightsee at a later date. but you can bet your bum that i will be going to atlanta next year...cause its hard to find something that rocks your socks off so bad that you end up flat on your back going i love it and i hate it all at the same time and yet somehow i am becoming strangely addicted! 18,000 people (yes that really is supposed to be eighteen THOUSAND!) is impossible to fathom until you have expirienced it. 18,000 people in one building to WORSHIP!!!!!! i cant even explain it...its not even worth trying...well...ok fine..."YEE HAW"!!!