end it with a bang

here's to a bugger of a year...never in a million years would i have dreamed that so much would have happened to me in one year. ive gone from being stagnant and dead to kicking and screaming (in a good way) i have new eyes for everything, for everything looks different, and sounds different, and smells different, ive had a couple of years where i have had revelations but nothing as impacting as this year. (not even the year i decided to kick an abusive boyfriend to the curb). nothing has been more important than this year, and im not sure im ready to give it up yet...i want to savor it a little more and treasure it, hold it in my hand and never let go or forget.
this year was a crossroads for me and yet ive already taken the corner full speed and am blowing full steam ahead (and i am not looking back)...i am so excited for what this next year has in store for me. i dont think i even dare try to daydream about it because this last year held so much i dont even have a clue as to what is left...i dont think i want to have a clue...i just know its gonna be good.

and now as the sun sets on this year ill leave you with this:

No one can tell me,
Nobody knows,
Where the wind comes from,
Where the wind goes.

It's flying from somewhere
As fast as it can,
I couldn't keep up with it,
Not if I ran.
-A.A. Milne