i am the queen of procrastination

just ask kathy and she will tell you how badly i procrastinate...well actually ask anyone who has made it into my apartment...what a dump! why do i hate to pick up after myself so much!?! i dont want to be a dirty girl...but my house is truly a disgusting disaster zone right now. and the laundry! oh god the laundry!!!!!! why!???? why does it have to be such a daunting and horrendous task? i mean lugging it pound for pound up and down the stairs only to drop it once its clean, or loose a sock or anything else you can think of. ugh! why am i so opposed to growing up? im about ready to call home and ask my mommy to come save me! but i really dont want to do that either...cause then we will just fight about why i dont want her doing it "like that" heh...i said doing it! >:) sorry im in a mood where i dont care what i do as long as its not laundry...and yet i HAAAAAAVE to do it tonight...i need clean work clothes and clean underwares! dont wanna! hrmf! ok well i am going to get my arse up and try to at least get one load done.

sometimes i wonder about myself!