one constant theme...

it shouldnt be such a revelation that i am who i am and nothing is going to change that but me...but somehow it is. i keep thinking that one day im gonna be able to clean up after myself or actually get to bed at the time i truely wanted to...or even heaven forbid learn how to spell! but then reality sets back in and i realize that those things make me who i am and they arent ever going to change.
for example...i love halloween cause it allows me to act like im 3 and play dress up and bounce around acting like the giant dork that i am. tonight i yet AGAIN had to work, so i being my ADD self spent (uncharacteristically of me) litterally hours getting ready...hair up like hte dog robot in i think its battle star gallactica glitter everywhere, false eyelashes and yes i even broke out the dusty tiara and the best part is that no one batted an eye! well actually the best part was that i got most everyone at work to put on some of the other costumes i brought...being that chili's is so corporate we were not allowed to wear costumes but "hair" accessories were ok...so armed with princess headbands and bunny ears and best of all cow ears/horns and tail i took chilis by storm. i got some great photos of my co-workers...now if i can only figure out how to get them here...then we were deader than a doornail, like i havent seen such a slow night ever not even when its been blizarding! so i tried to get everyone to play tag, yeah like usual with my bright ideas no one else thought it was a good idea...someone even suggested we play hide & seek...wonder what she was hinting at... oh well i am rambling like only i could ramble soooo...
till tomorrow...oooooh my day off! yippeeeeeee! maybe i can get some of my to-do list done, yeah thats it ill do laundry tom, yeah...